Had to be there? And everything else that crossed my mind

Finally in my bed that I've slept in for the past eleven or so years! It feels good to be home for a short while, and I feel like it has helped me reflect a little.
So here is what the deal is: I think I always subconsciously want the thing that is the worst for me. I don't know why and I don't know how to fix it, but at least I am aware of it...right?
Last night I had the most perfect dream. I had what I have been wanting most, and it was better than I could have ever asked for! I don't get why my subconscious brain would do that! It had to have known that I would wake up feeling at a loss and maybe slightly hopeless I'm that particular situation.
Needless to say....I slept great in my very own bed! Just not too pleased with the waking up part.
Okay now: enough of serious blog posts! I have a story for you that happened a couple weeks ago!
Just bear with me on this...I promise there is a moral...:)
As many of you may know, I do not have perfect vision so every once in a while I will wear my glasses in place of my contacts (which I rarely take out...bad, I know). Although I love my brown glasses, I am working at target this summer and really wanted the option of wearing glasses to work...I had a black or maybe even red pair in mind.
I got my prescription and then got online with my mom, and we ordered two pair! Black and red and they were both cuter than anything!
I waited about two weeks for those glasses and was so excited to get them when they finally arrived at Brooke and Jeremy's house!
So I opened the packages and took out my contacts and slowly put the first pair (the black ones)on. I stepped a little further away from the mirror to get a good look at myself and realized two important things about them....my eyes were the size of a blue whale(imagine the fortune teller professor in the third Harry Potter), and I could not see anything past my hand.
Needless to say, the other pair had the same effet.
Moral of the story: when you order glasses online make sure to put a negative in front of your prescription....or you might receive binoculars, magnifying glasses, and your eyes will look scary and huge.
The end :)

Still Searching...

After almost a month of living away from home...two weeks of work...and college orientation... I find myself still searching for the same answers I was looking for last month.
I love being with my sister and her husband. I love being around them and they always have something fun going on. But I just don't have my OWN thing ya know?
Where wiill I find it? When will I find it?
Will it be a person? Will it be a hobby?
I feel like if I don't find something soon I am going to go crazy.
Now don't get me wrong. I have a few potential things. But I don't know what to expect from anything and I don't know the direction anything is headed.
So sorry for the lack of posts (and happy energetic entertaining ones at that). I promise things will pick up soon.
They will.
Soon.
Hope everyone is having a happy, beautiful, watermeloney summer!
<3 :)