In case none of you knew, it is in fact my birthday today :)
As I look back on even just the past few birthdays I've had, it's really not hard to see how I have changed over the years. I can see it in myself...I am growing up. And I really think I'm starting to find out who I am, and like who I am. Which is a big thing since I haven't graduated yet, I think.
So 18 is kind of a scary number. I've always downplayed my age because most of the people in my family are at least 6 years older than me...so I've never really felt it was a huge deal to turn a year older.
But 18...I'm allowing myself to feel like this really is a big number. Of course, I can vote now, can be arrested, and am "legal", but it's more than that to me. It's saying goodbye to the world I've known so well for 18 years now, depending less on my parents, relying more on myself. It's growing up. And that's kind of scary. But so exciting!
Just yesterday my brother and his wife had a baby girl! What an amazing birthday gift for me! I'm so happy for Roman and Jen, and I'm so excited about my beautiful new niece who I love so so much!
Also, on Friday...I found out that my sister's baby who is due in July is a girl! Haylie Marie James, I love you already and can't wait to spend so much time with you!
So anyways, thank you to all of the gorgeous people in my life for the birthday wishes and thoughts.
Here's to new life, and new beginnings! :)
Muah!
Love you!! You're great!
ReplyDeleteYay for two little girls in one year!! It is going to be so much fun to see them grow together! :) And Yay for getting old!! As much as it is scary, real life is MUCH better than high school. Plus, it brings you that much closer to hanging out with Keelan, Haylie and I all the time!
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